Sunday, November 30, 2008

Better, stronger, wiser

Things I'm grateful for now that I might not have had or appreciated as much a year ago:

- Grace.

- A faith that I truly own. It is not dependent on church or tradition or expectations or other people. I believe because I recognize who Jesus Christ is, how much He loves, and who I really am apart from Him.

- A faithful husband who chooses to love me wholeheartedly.

- Friends who invite me to just come on over to visit, when all I did was call to chat.

- A car that continues to run well, even at 183K miles.

- The freedom to cut toxic relationships out of my life, or at least diminish their place as much as necessary.

- Peace in knowing that God's justice is flawless.

- A dad who I am continually growing closer to and loving more.

- Discernment.

- High-speed internet!

- Friends who have known me for years and years. Particularly those who were around when I was a naive and overconfident 18-year-old, and who love me even more today!

- A pastor who serves with genuine humility, and who challenges me with teaching that is fueled directly by Scripture.

- My pregnant sister-in-law!

- The gift of my inner strength: the ability to keep laughing, growing, achieving, and loving...

- Knowing that who I am is based not on my opinion of myself, anyone else's opinion, or ANYTHING except my worth in God's eyes. I thought I understood that until it was challenged. Now I really get it.