I hate having to restrain myself in my writing. I used to keep actual paper journals, but one was taken from me and read several years ago, and I still haven't recovered from that experience. Honestly. I felt thoroughly violated by someone whom I had always trusted. And I haven't been able to write explicitly since then. That's why I figured I'd go public with the blog... if I'm going to be "on display" then I might as well go all out, right?
There are so many days when I want to sit down at this computer and pound out my anger and frustration, but I can't. I can't go anywhere near this journal out of fear that I'll reveal something I'll regret later. And yes, I have plenty of things to be angry about, the most serious of which will never, ever make it to this site or past the couple of people who know about it. Everyone has a cross to bear and I am no different.
Don't look for a purpose to this ramble. Just venting.
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